This is my personal blog which consists of 50% Hannibal and its cast, 20% Pushing Daises and its cast, and 30% whatever else seems blog worthy. I write and occasionally edit a photo or two.
"He's this... beautiful creature, void in form; not made of flesh but or shadows and noise." -Me, describing Hannibal Lecter.
|sun-to-sirius: Your icon is Cillian and you have to marry me now.|
Don’t tempt me gorgeous ;) but yes it’s Cillian. He’s the face of my newest character so he’ll be popping up a lot.
Like two thirds of my dash is blacklisted so I don’t spoil Hannibal anymore for myself… I really need more to obsess over.
Alright lovelies, Liz is back and feeling A WHOLE WORLD better. For those of you who don’t know of haven’t been about long enough, here’s a bit of information of why I was gone.
I suffer from depression and a neurological chemical imbalance. I had an extreme episode and subsequent breakdown at the beginning of April. I was extremely trigger-able, I had to uninstall Chrome as well as stop watching my beloved television show. I decided after a week of no improvement to see my doctor.
Come to find out, I have an autoimmune disease that had been reeking the apocalypse on my thyroid. I am now on meds to take care of the autoimmune issues as well as supplementing my normal depression pills with a booster. All in all out, I feel a lot better but I still have to stay away from Hannibal, I don’t want to spoil it for myself.
That being said, this blog will still likely be a lot of Mads and Hugh but I’m not going to be a strict Hannibal blog, though I never was to begin with in truth. I want everyone to know I missed them absolutely so much and I am so glad to be back. I can’t wait to get back into the swing of blogging :D
Who would totally pick Nigel over Hannibal? Seriously, that’s the devil you can see over the devil in the shadow. Creepy possessive cannibal or possessive gangster who will protect you until his last breath. On the scale of abusers, I’m going with the very bad man from Bucharest….
Tonight, I finally told my parents about being assaulted.
All of the memories have been sort of dredged up do to a few factors, one of which is seeing Alana being in a relationship with Hannibal. I didn’t realise how badly manipulative sexual relationships triggered me. Please don’t think that I’m blaming a ship for my problems but it definitely bothered me. That being said, I had to block the tags for “hannibloom”, “alana bloom”, and “alana” so please PLEASE tag things.
Also, I feel like I should take a bit of a step back from Tumblr while I’m raw. I would like, if it’s alright and I’ll be sending personal messages to people, to get the skype names so that I can keep up with everyone.
I love you all.