This is my personal blog which consists of 85% Hannibal and its cast, 10% Pushing Daises and its cast, and 5% whatever else seems blog worthy. I write and occasionally edit a photo or two.
"He's this... beautiful creature, void in form; not made of flesh but or shadows and noise." -Me, describing Hannibal Lecter.
Who would totally pick Nigel over Hannibal? Seriously, that’s the devil you can see over the devil in the shadow. Creepy possessive cannibal or possessive gangster who will protect you until his last breath. On the scale of abusers, I’m going with the very bad man from Bucharest….
It seems that my depression is trying to manifest itself as anger and I just… Ugh, I want to feel normal again god damn it.
I hate trying to get through depression, my stomach is doing the mambo and I just want to sleep or throw up or cry…
Tonight, I finally told my parents about being assaulted.
All of the memories have been sort of dredged up do to a few factors, one of which is seeing Alana being in a relationship with Hannibal. I didn’t realise how badly manipulative sexual relationships triggered me. Please don’t think that I’m blaming a ship for my problems but it definitely bothered me. That being said, I had to block the tags for “hannibloom”, “alana bloom”, and “alana” so please PLEASE tag things.
Also, I feel like I should take a bit of a step back from Tumblr while I’m raw. I would like, if it’s alright and I’ll be sending personal messages to people, to get the skype names so that I can keep up with everyone.
I love you all.
I have a… desire… to begin RPing as a more serious Lecter.
I volunteer to be a test subject for this.